It makes me sad to be an international fan loving all these rookies. Most of them are so awesome but they are not even relevant in their own country. They deserve soooo much more than that though, I would give some of these rookies all the support in the world if I could. Yep, depressing as fuck.
wow, would you look at that? another year has passed and now we’re all celebrating your 28th birthday. i can’t believe you’re already this old and you’re still a dork and rofl, an adorable dork at that.
it would be nice if there was one word out there that could sum up everything i wanted to say, everything i’ve ever thought of, everything i’ve ever felt for you but that isn’t possible so i guess i’ll settle for this one long ass birthday post (even though i know you wouldn’t see this but whatever).
i love you maaaan, like a lot lot lot. you’re so adorable and you make me want to keep you forever. oh and one piece of advice, next time you try to dance to ponyo, please remember to know the lyrics first, okay? you are so cute, really ugh. by the way, i’m sorry for making fun of you most of the times, you’re just really precious and wow, congrats for making thousands of girls (and guys) swoon over you.
despite being so silly, it’s so obvious that you’re a really strong guy. i still remember that one time during march/april when there was no news about you—ten whole days and i was really worried, we all were. then your sister tweeted about you feeling down and wow i really wanted to hug you then you tweeted and god, you don’t have to apologize for breaking down and saying sorry to people who continued to support you. you’re human, after all. and like i’ve said, we chose to love, support, and accept you.
i just want you to be healthy and be truly happy. don’t stress yourself too much, rest rest rest and eat a lot so you wouldn’t go back to being skinny. don’t be so hard on yourself. oh and don’t dye your hair too much if you don’t want to go bald sooner than junsu, lmao.
you know, i think you’re still holding onto so many regrets and really, you shouldn’t be. go for what makes you happy because jaejoong, you know, your happiness is our happiness, and no matter what, there are people all over the world who’ll stick by you. don’t worry too much, old man. we promise, we’ve got your back.
lastly, please tell me, kim jaejoong, how is it possible to love you this much? （；へ：）